azou-esmael's blog
Influence sensitive, highly original, imaginative dreamer and lazy to be practical
Sunday, May 2, 2010
macurrent wallpaper
I am usually not an early bird. But I always wish to get up early and start my day with a fresh smile. Somehow I do get my wish done like thrice in a month. And there on a day like that I cleaned up the mess on my desktop and felt to change the wallpaper. So I created this picture using the colours of nature the eye-easy green and blue, natures most used colour, along with a message applies to all of us “ If you try to be something you are not, you will end up doing nothing” :) And my mind didn’t allow me to finish it without adding the colours of rainbow though it looks a sunny day. This picture sends my memory back to childhood days. The days we enjoyed the beauty of nature, running around the greenery like free birds without any thinking, catching the Butterflies caging it in bottles and hurting it just for fun….hehe…I really miss those days…:)
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
first think abt us :)
Sometimes it is a burden even to think about this, to see some people concerning on others life too much. Why do we have we have to justify our life styles due to social concern. We have every right to shape our lifestyle our profession and our future, but of course within limits. We don’t have to do something because our friends, family, neighbors or the people in our society is doing it. Everyone in this earth is unique with a different personality, so we should not expect to see common ways of life from everyone.
I really can’t understand what’s wrong with some people. It seems that they have nothing to do apart from considering others lives. I am sure no one will have time for such things if they are responsible on their duty………
Monday, October 19, 2009
Do u really believe in love???
I really dont knw the meanin of luv. I have heard dat "v wud fel in luv wit only n once in lifetime". I totally disagree wit it. wen v r in a relationship v r so attached wit our partner and it wud b difficult for us to feel de absence. Once the relation is over v do forget everythin. It mite take sumtime to fade de memories bt wen v catch a glimpse of another person it definetly make to forget de past. wel i dint say dis happen to everyones life...this is accordin to ma experience includin me n sum of ma friends :P
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Escape
I wanna run faraway to a place where no one can discover
Coz I don’t belong to dis ppl,
I wil never be, I thought the branches of history is over
Though I was wrong, and it will never end
I have come across enough pain and its killin me deep inside
I must find de door to escape Yet dint succeed wit it, bt I hope for de best
I was annoyed, bothered, troubled, distressed and betrayed
The disheartening moments and the bitter memories will never fade
I cant bear this, bear this any longer
No matter how,I got to find ma way soon.
Coz I don’t belong to dis ppl,
I wil never be, I thought the branches of history is over
Though I was wrong, and it will never end
I have come across enough pain and its killin me deep inside
I must find de door to escape Yet dint succeed wit it, bt I hope for de best
I was annoyed, bothered, troubled, distressed and betrayed
The disheartening moments and the bitter memories will never fade
I cant bear this, bear this any longer
No matter how,I got to find ma way soon.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
paliament presidents house (frm bak side)
ma second fav flower
i dono weder im artistic o creative...wen i was in 3rd standard ma teacher asked to draw a map n mine was de best among de class :D.... i dont draw much in skewl....bt after sumtimes drawin became ma passion, i bought all de media of colors: oli color, poster color, water color, oil pastels, water color pencils, all types n sizes of brushes n i spent day n nite wit colors...hehe
i used to do oil paintin of sceneries on tiles, collect corals n shells paint it n decor ma room :D
n then i started to draw in computers, i was usin potoshop, illustrator, coraldraw, flash n 3Dmax n Autocad too..bt i was more inrested in 2D n PS became ma fav software indeed ma teacher says im better than him to use PS...n everyone at LAB also says im a expert :D ... for me wat i hav learnt is nt enuf, hav more to learn....posted here r de drawings i did at de beginin of ma career as a GD....bt nw im too lazy n doin it only as a job.....even if i hav to draw sumtin i jus trace a pic......=)
i used to do oil paintin of sceneries on tiles, collect corals n shells paint it n decor ma room :D
n then i started to draw in computers, i was usin potoshop, illustrator, coraldraw, flash n 3Dmax n Autocad too..bt i was more inrested in 2D n PS became ma fav software indeed ma teacher says im better than him to use PS...n everyone at LAB also says im a expert :D ... for me wat i hav learnt is nt enuf, hav more to learn....posted here r de drawings i did at de beginin of ma career as a GD....bt nw im too lazy n doin it only as a job.....even if i hav to draw sumtin i jus trace a pic......=)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
rose wit no thorn :P
life inside a ?
I see our future in a big question
But I know we can’t live separate
Coz we need each other for everything
No one else can build your position in my life
But I am scared of future
We love we laugh we enjoy and we share together
But something tells me that this wont last forever
And the big “Q” frightens me like a nightmare
But I know we can’t live separate
Coz we need each other for everything
No one else can build your position in my life
But I am scared of future
We love we laugh we enjoy and we share together
But something tells me that this wont last forever
And the big “Q” frightens me like a nightmare
Monday, June 22, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
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